Staring into a black hole:
Endless and deep;
Dense and scary duskiness;
Pain, shame, betrayal, hate!
Exciting dreams metamorphosing into grotesque despair;
Benign mentors transforming into malignant tormentors.
Mocked by miserable comforters.
Challenged by the inept failures of the past;
Tortured by the nefarious adversities of the moment;
Threatened by the sure hopelessness of the future;
Encapsulated by desires, anxious desires:
Putrefying soul!
In search of light:
There is a will, there is a way
Spurred by crooked desires
False assurances by sincere helpers
Emboldened by altruistic but desperate friends
Whisperings, backstabbing, denial, rejection
Enduring the loneliness of failure
Orphaned by the reality of unfulfilled expectations
Moving from super-stardom to villainousness
Transiting from soaring egoism into self-doubt
Decaying critical faculty
Clouded mind!
There must be a way
Where there’s a will; there’s a way
Look into the mind
Reason, introspection, roadmap, blueprint
Obey the call of duty
Fan the sparkle into a conflagration
Dredge the stream into an ocean
Recover the dynamism of a free mind
It is a bend; it’s not an end
Healed heart!
….to be continued
